* Two

ordinary days

in two days
anna has...

- a sore wrist
- two blisters
- stiff neck
- dry lips
- caught two wrong night trains
way up north & down south
- seen too much of PDAs

okay

there's nothing wrong with nipple fondling
but if you're facing everyone on a train

...please refrain?

i got seriously put off my sushi
& got home an hr later too.

thank you :)

complaints get boring
so i'll stop now

hehe

people would really wear this on a shirt?
i don't wanna call it lame
& insult my heritage
:(

but
damn
it's true.


hmm
next time,
there's always next time
;)



xo
anna

* Hush

shh


Hush baby, don't talk so much
Just wanna feel ya touch
Everything will be okay


xo
anna

* I Can't Really Explain It

follow the line


:)

time won't determine it

it's a moment

that grows

don't need to sing it
or shout it
or show the world

just need to feel it too

& that's all that counts.



oh yea

as for not doing trials
yea i'm lucky...
for NOW

but in a few months time
who's gonna be shittin themselves
cos they have no idea what's goin on?

ahuh
yours truly ;)

okay i know all yr 12s will be
but i'll be outta practise
compared to everyone else

like calm down.

I'm very good for your rank ;)
(esp. in maths)

without me,
everyone will be a rank higher?
yea :)

today is a killer exam for everyone
so hope they all nail it!


wooo

TURNING 18 SOON
FUN FOR CARLO, LENNI & ME!


oh, and you.

only if you're special enough ;)


more on this later


mm..

ffs.

sometimes,
everything's just too much.

but then,
i smile...

because it's better than having too little :)


haha
what am i on here

i'm so vague it's not funny

ooh
i didn't realise some friends still randomly read this

omgawd
there's nothing to catch up on here
i'd rather talk to you in person damnit ;P

aren't you studying fool?

NAWTY.

i'm pulling out my whip now.


xo
anna

* Hmm

Lately, I've been wondering...

who does this remind you of?

haha a viet singer ;)


think she's a hot korean?

have a cry boys
she's transexualicious ;9


look in the skies...

do you see God?


I cbf checking if these are extinct or not...

can I get a unicorn whale for my bday? please?

okay


this is just a bit random.
just a bit :)


there's too many random moments in life.


like when I dropped my phone on my bed
it went into the camera mode
& i pressed the button as I picked it up

horrible.

?


trials are such sad, lonely times.
everyone goes into a lil hole & disappears
:(
I'm wishing everyone luck.

esp. since I don't think I'll be doing mine?

doc gave it a thumbs doooown

so whyam I still typing?
this is my left hand's work


these drugs are fun too :)


more 18th bdays are coming up!
i think i'll just buy bottles of alki for everyone
& personalise labels?

just like the aussie guy who proposed to his wife with a fridgeful of beer labeled
will you marry me?

SIGH
true romantic

hope nobody's getting any ideas
;)


xo
anna

* Vague

...never knew what I was missing



Some glad morning when this life is over,
I'll fly away.

Just a few more weary days and then,
I'll fly away.


Join me?



but I knew once we started...


xo
anna

* Trippin

too many are feeling this right now

so we lost
& came 2nd!

ok i didn't mean to do it that much

damn shoes
how embarrassing
but at least i could keep going ;)

have a laugh
i'm laughin too

& with added injuries!
left & right!

fun fun

haha
i don't know how i keep doing this
how am i gonna use both hands for 3+ hrs?
i mean
i can type like this for 5 mins
but then it just
hurts

i don't mean to complain
but this is a warning
to always treasure those hands

imagine being without them
never being able to feel anything again

gawd
so tragic!

...in so many ways ;)

hmm
free hugs!

at the moment
everyone needs hugs
cos issues always have the worst timing

& some people...

@#%$%^&!@$%^#

damnit.


for now
i have comfort
& chocolate

but i hope others find some too
:)

good night & good luck


oh pierre

xo
anna


edit:
oh yea
...study

* Just Because

the stories of kurt halsey


xo
anna

* Zzz

we should really sleep more


xo
anna

* Handy

watch what you eat ;)

I find the most stupid things cute

lol

okay
screw the doctor
& the injections for now

it's impossible to study (if you really do) without your right wrist
in fact,
it's impossible to even pull my pants on
without a twinge of pain

no, i didn't stuff it up cos of excess masturbation
or handjobs

gawd you sick people.

haha

Never take for granted
being right-handed.

Use your hand the right way.

aaaaha ha ha
(I can so hear chubbs & prue do this)

gawd I crack lame jks without even meaning to
...what's wrong with me?!
LOL

hm
is there a fast way to learn to be left-handed?


arrite
I know I'd usually go on about the past few days
but cos it's been a up&down rollercoaster
I cbf to think :)

words to remember the days:
hugs and kisses and lots of lurve
mixed with
arguments and shouting and rants
outside, inside & all over the place

people shouldn't drive when they're mad
that's a biiiig no no

& no more ghosts please
i'm scared
:(


there's only 3 things to do now:
TAKE CARE
STUDY HARD
LAUGH


RARRR
chubbs & pris with junee's bday shark


you gotta fight

for your right

to paaaaaaaaaaarrrrtty


see,
the beastie boys understand us

can't really enjoy yourself
til you struggle a bit don't you think?



xo
anna

* Really

is all we have
in the end.



I've been holding onto it
for you.


Now it's your turn.




Please.

* Cliché

I hold onto photographs

because I know

without them

I could lose a lot more.

* Break

Be back later, after I heal

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my HOBRO & my sis TERESA
18 & 21!
this big boy & girl better have a special day today
without getting too wasted
(without me)
;)


To sum up the past few days:

MAX
vrooom
sweet
overload
travel
sweat
swim
study?
laughs
plans
flirt
nap
reunion
über

& two dots of pain.


okay, WTF is north korea doing
testing seven missiles when the whole world is watching?
Having fun creating TENSION
& not even telling your country what's going on?
& starving your population even more
with economic sanctions now put in place?
Are you happy?
HUH??
damn
can't believe that's the other half of korea.

I don't really know why I care so much.
I mean, I don't even know my family there.


I wonder what South Koreans think of Kim Jong Il?


Maybe
it's cos that ronery ronery man running it
has an UGLY FACE
which he sticks all over the country
expecting people to worship it
in all its squashed, double-chinned glory

yea, who knew koreans could be so evil.


>;)


WORLD CUP FINALS
can't believe how fast it's all ending
italy & france.
*SIGH
fiine might as well let zidane get his last chance of glory
but germany, portugal & brazil...
WHAT HAPPENED?!
i'm still so sad.


what's next?
mmm.. party
& cupboards

lol

take care
& all the best with exams


much love

xo anna


edit:
Repressed it for too long,
until today.
Thanks for being there
...this time.

* I Like It

Short & sweet.



Things have changed, again.

or

Is it just the way it was before?

xo
anna

* A Life Story

xo
anna

* Out of Tune

out of order




Onenight by Musiq Soulchild




xo
anna

* Dance

do you stole the cookie from the cookie jar?

lol korean kids are so cute
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a96TmrxZRXY


let's party tomorrow
& forget e'errrything
wooo

lol

omgawd
auburn girls high is a labyrinth
such a scary, scary place
looking for a toilet?
not until you walk up & down ten flights
& run through long, dark hallways
!

but the maths there ain't bad at all
hehe
first time i've ever been shamed into doing maths

today I've re-learnt those two choices:
you either,
don't give up & just go for it
or
screw it
& see where you end up in the long run

in the end,
there's only yourself to blame.

not the parents, not the friends, not the school, not the work, not the drugs, not the pressure

just you.

but that also means
if you do insanely well
bahahaha
then it was YOU who did it.
no one else

not the parents, not the friends, not the school, not the work, not the drugs, not the pressure
;)

damn, it's so easy to give up.

okay
so if you're feeling competitive
& want to get your rank UP there

try 8 hours of study of day!

yaaay

now I need me some study buddies.

xo
anna

* Choices

My wish upon a star


It's stupid.
It's crazy.
So much,
It makes me laugh sometimes.
Just with how much goes on
How much shit goes down
That people with their noses so high up
Will never see.

We think we know
What's right for everyone else.
When we don't know
What's right for ourselves.

People hide too much.
People talk too much.
People know too much.

It's not just ignorance that's bliss.
Innocence is bliss.


xo
anna


edit:
It'll be so nice
if the most we talk
isn't when you have
poison in your veins

It doesn't have to be that way.

It'll be so nice
for people
to stop getting upset
over trivial matters
they can fix themselves

There's only so much I can do sometimes.

It'll be so nice
if you didn't make me care
so much
about you.

It's always been about you.