* Hallucinations

when it's hard to see, I remember colours



I need answers :(

where are 4am kebabs when you need them most?
&
what's with naked babies (child porn) running around beaches?
&
what would we be like without music?


[ recount of erything post hsc goes here ]


hope eryone's been takin it easy :)
& that the everyday superheroes are savin yo ass
when you need help
else us ordinary people can try ;)


you know
I've heard lots of things bout fort st
but what andrew from the chaser's said today was... new
"Isn't that the school where all the teachers are stoners?"

haha

I like how he said the teachers.

anyway,
SCHOOLIES.

then,
responsibilities.

after,
a month of freedom
while my sis jets off to korea for an internship at the korean herald
incl. the mum
& also the dad?

congrats to her smart ass ;)

interesting.

take care now




But he's naughty.




xo
anna

* Formal

nice.

e'ryone looked good enough to eat.

...aite that was bad, I know ;)


eyegasms here & here


xo
anna

* Just Because

Safe.
When I'm with you I feel so safe.
...Like I'm home.



xo
anna

* Biting My Tongue

makin' fireworks

I guess we're all too busy these days huh?

damn i've hardly had to check a calendar til now
but i think we've all been packing erything in

since we're free

but now, cos erything's $

we all gotta work our asses off again
haha

FUN.

but that's post hsc
full of ups & downs.

so where's eryone been at?


ana's list:
shopping
thai
& fireworks ;)
the shining
thank you for smoking
memento
korean bbq & k
flaming sambucca on my shoe
almost sleeping
sunrise
lazer tag
typing
oxford st
damn driving!
broadway
burwood
sexy red shoes
rainy day
drive-in
a good year
crank
pins & needles
sleeptalk
signout
tara's 18th ;)
spiked punch
sofa of love
harry's
blisters
cold
skippin/crippin
sssnake
crash
garden state
pasta
mango chardonnay
bush
moves
bottle spinnin
flash
kebabless
vocal workouts
retail therapy
FORMAL
meriton
manly
child porn!
burns
timing
kura
tim tam icecream :)
chaser's
benson's 18th ;)


so,
here's a thought for today:
is it possible to think without words?

& is it possible to think about a feeling without words?

confused yet?

anyway
have fun
& take care

it can't all be about
getting drunk
getting high
spending big
or
travelling away
& doing it all again

...can it?

then, there's that job we all need.

no wonder we're feelin too busy.


hope to bump into eryone sometime ;)


four times
it's okay.
outside the bubble
it's harder to see.


xo
anna

* The End

OVER

DONE.

FULLSTOP.

...now what? ;)

time to catch up
& fix erything.

damn straight.

& GET A JOB.

I keep giving away my money to hobos lately $

oh
& WORK OUT.

maybe if i put it in caps
it'll be encouraging?

...but these long walks will do fo now ;)

let's jus take a moment

&

breathe.



xo
anna
(is too scared sometimes..)

* I Didn't Know...

I hope that you have been thinking of me
The way that I have been thinking of you



xo
anna

* Painkillers That Don't Kill Pain

The secret is to just keep moving.



xo
anna

* Awake

our opposites

it's funny how people find things out.

it's funny how people always want to know more,
but once they know
they don't know what to say
or don't care.

so you wonder,
why tell them?

quiet's nice.

okay

anyway

in the middle of a happy bday call to richard today
chas from chaser's walked right past me
through the ticket gates
& down the stairs of my platform

...it's the lil things that excite me ;)

HAPPY BIRRTHDAY to RICHARD & CATHY
hope you guys get lucky at starcity
wooo free birthday $

lucky ones.

i forgot on mine :(

how many new things can you do when you're 18 anyway?

there's not much that really makes you feel 18
since everyone does it all before anyway

ciggies
drinks
lottery tix
porn
gambling
hotels
clubs
pubs
& so on

oh 'cept voting
which we all love to do
lookin at australia's choices

hmm
sky diving?

i remember gracee & i planned that fo the future

i'm still up for a skydiving 18th
haha
somebody did that fo their 17th..
damn rich private schools ;)

so,
prices start from around $325 fo individuals
& lower as you add to the group

aight
it's tandem
but still.

join me?
i mean
JOIN ME

later,
how bout visitin south africa
to try out the highest bungee jump in the world
called the Bloukrans Bridge Bungi Jump

160 metres ;)

adrreeenaline!

i wonder how you train to BASE jump?

okay
getting carried away.

stay safe

xo
anna

* Trippy

the places you'll never forget
(someone's on aciddd)


so,
it's been a while.
how's life?

do you ever reach a point
where you have so much to say
that you can't put anything into words?

has so much happened
that you feel tired remembering it all?

...jus feelin' a bit tired :)

the to do list is growin & growin
parties, formals, schoolies, overseas
KA CHING$

hehe

i've realised
how pointless this blog's gettin.

there's so many gaps
& vague thoughts
& it's missin chapters
of tears & laughs

& thing's that aint really special ;)

haha
too damn dramatic.

issues always pick the worst time to pop up huh?
but all things fade in time :)
& me? stop smiling?
crrrazy.

so there's not many who read this anymore
..right?

i guess
some know what's been up.

anyway
tell me your story sometime ;)
i'm always up to listen

& maybe we'll swap some


xo
anna

edit:
or there's always option C
(almost)
time to party hard boys & grls ;)